Have u guys noticed how Kang moo never sucked kirin's nipples? Cuz generally in every bl they suck nipples and the bottoms can get off just from their nipples being sucked. But here, they never did that. Why? because in reality men doesn't feel anything by getting their nipples sucked let alone to c** from it lol. The author is being very realistic and it's really commendable.
Secondly, the author has made the story in such a way that it's not all fantasies but a sprinkle of realism here and there because it's a story involving a psychopath so we can't expect pretty much anything so romantic that is all sunshine and rainbows. But..but even after knowing all of it I still am hurting. I wish the author could've put atleast a little bit more focus on Kang Mom's feelings towards kirin so that we maybe able to get a clear understanding of what kirin truly means to him. It is said that psychopaths can't love and till the very end kirin says to Kang moo that he knows he's just a toy for him and Kang moo is not even denying it and we don't get any further explanation. But seeing how Kang moo is always trying to protect him or like how he cares for him in such a way that he never did for anyone else, I just can't help but think that he loves him truly and is his greatest weakness. I strongly object to believe that he will easily get over kirin if he were to die someday.....or to not shed a single tear missing him. See...all these possibilities or gestures are just running through my mind and making me confused cuz the author is not conveying us Kang moo's feelings clearly. And one thing I've often noticed is that Kang moo never has a reaction when kirin says something cute or unexpectedly romantic things to him. He's like so stone hearted just like how he had no reaction even in the end when he sees kirin crying for him. I seriously need a thorough, clear cut explanation on Kang moo's feelings towars kirin. My soul is not at peace.
Secondly, the author has made the story in such a way that it's not all fantasies but a sprinkle of realism here and there because it's a story involving a psychopath so we can't expect pretty much anything so romantic that is all sunshine and rainbows. But..but even after knowing all of it I still am hurting. I wish the author could've put atleast a little bit more focus on Kang Mom's feelings towards kirin so that we maybe able to get a clear understanding of what kirin truly means to him. It is said that psychopaths can't love and till the very end kirin says to Kang moo that he knows he's just a toy for him and Kang moo is not even denying it and we don't get any further explanation. But seeing how Kang moo is always trying to protect him or like how he cares for him in such a way that he never did for anyone else, I just can't help but think that he loves him truly and is his greatest weakness. I strongly object to believe that he will easily get over kirin if he were to die someday.....or to not shed a single tear missing him. See...all these possibilities or gestures are just running through my mind and making me confused cuz the author is not conveying us Kang moo's feelings clearly. And one thing I've often noticed is that Kang moo never has a reaction when kirin says something cute or unexpectedly romantic things to him. He's like so stone hearted just like how he had no reaction even in the end when he sees kirin crying for him. I seriously need a thorough, clear cut explanation on Kang moo's feelings towars kirin. My soul is not at peace.
No guts to die, no fuck8ng strength to live.
