I think she's just that willful. She buries everything in her heart and suffers alone.
I'm also starting to wonder if there is something weird about her brother. If she had a talent for magic why is she only learning it now? I think her brother was using her as a battery or something.
@Mnemos Logos yeah they said that afeq chapters ago she has a Lott of magic but it's trapped inside her and she can't use ot he can use magic but he dosent have that much so he used her magic and she became weaker and weaker I don't think it's because he wanted to it's because they were twins and them being powerful at magic had to come at a price but when she tried to kill herself because she was so weak he started casting spells on her to separate them like thier bodies and magic so she could become healthier and he would be weaker and that's when the magic he used to protect argan started failing and the enemy's envaded them and they had to leave he casted defensive and opposition magic circles on her so she could use it by calling his name untill she was healthy enough to use her own he really loves her as a brother and even sacrificed his life and his kingdom because he didn't want her to live so weak while he was using her he even said that for the kernel which is her to come out thw shell which is him must disappear it's so sad
