My enjoyment is stuck ya'll. I love reading this, but I wish I can love it more.
I absolutely adore the characterizarion so far. Dan is competing as the most adorable uke in yaoi history. I just want to protect and keep him warm from everything bad in the world. Despite the depraved violence, I even like Jaekyoung with the little glances that hints at his obsession with Dan. We all know he's unknowingly falling for Dan. Both are interesting characters to follow.
But I know this enjoyment of mine will be dampened by how predictable this story is and how it will rehabilitate what really is a seriously messed up relationship. Maybe I'm deluded but I really want to treat this story as more than just sm** for me to fantasize about, I'm not asking the author Mingwa to write some groundbreaking masterpiece, but I wish they would forward this story somewhere unique and fresh. Otherwise, the constant r*pe really hinders my full enjoyment of this story, esp if I know that Jaekyoung is probably going to get away with it.
