Right now, as I'm reading this bl manhwa by the name of 'chew and swallow', I am upset with my mother. She will be the death of me, I cry everyday, and it's always way more than needed. We have an argument, about something stupid, most of the time it involves religion. I hate my family's religion. It keeps me from doing many things, things that may sound unnessasary, but matter to me. This religion also drives my parents crazy, I would call them extreme too. Reading this type of stuff is also a big no-no in this religion, but I keep reading them. I won't stop, there's something wrong with me. I'm lonely, unhealthy, stupid, immature, and many other things. My mother will probably ignore and pretend our argument today didn't happen and I'll almost certainly go along with it, as per usual. I'm sick of it all. I don't know what to do. - I'm sorry for writing all this (but i'm actually not), the people reading this couldn't give a fu**, but I just wanted to write this because I can.
Live your life bruh, f*ck outta my face "
