Because it worked in other manhwa's I think the author took her ideads of the homegirl thinking a male lead must love her to escape from othe manhwa's like penelope from death is only for the villainess who's goal is to escape b making a mle lead reach 100 percent. The girly is not from this world but modern so she might have read these stories before thinking of what it is actuall happening.
I think the duration of her meeting the crown prince isn't that close of time when she spawn in the world, she is trauamtized because one she isn't in her world, when your in a world you wouldn't enjoy it so much
Even if she did once she realize hey this is worst them my boring life she quickly becomes desperate she isn't traumatized at first but desperate, but as the time continues she becomes traumatized since nothing is going the way she expected or planned on
She doesn't know the world like we do while we know deeply the male leads she is new to the game and settings and homegirl was stuck
But yeah she is a major disater due to her situation
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