every time idk what to read i just read this, but i hate the fact that everything happens so fast, like i get it u want to find love just like ur parents did but it's just weird, if u find a lycan ( whatever they named ) that's doesn't mean that they going to be the love of your life like u barely know that person for u to become obsesses over them 
... it's not reality but can see if you want, if you know what is the reality that all what matters