Wow, mom was so trash she puts other horrible moms to shame. Dam. I think at childhood I’d have self harmed if that was my mother. I live my life as a younger and older brother and all I’ll say is f*k everyone, I live for myself. I’m king until I meet a girl or guy ( prob not) who makes me feel like a not king and lower my “status” to be with them. Not gay but no one know the future. Also I mean I live for myself until I meet someone who makes me feel like I can live with them.