Comment by Juri on December Rain - Chapter 16

Comment on ChapterDecember Rain - Chapter 16
Juri
JuriPage Flipper·4 days ago
Ch. 16

she's so sweeettt
I have a soft spot for old ladies
whenever my mother would throw me out when I was younger sometimes even without enough clothing to stay warm during winter I'd go to my grandma about half an hour away .
she was more like a mother to me then well.. my actual mother
so thats why I got a soft spot for old ladies

though I dont know if she knew I was gay at the time
I didnt even know gay was what that was..
6-14 year old me's life was depressing but at least I was distracted enough to to only be able to focus on survival
now that I'm eighteen living alone with my dad
it's just depressing
it feels emptyyy
I'm just whining
but still hope these guys make it out together

18 yrs old 
someone help convince me to stay alive... please 

suffering from a neurological disorder that Christians phrase as homosexuali