I'm consumed by this manhua... All I can do is cry... I can feel the pain of the MC and I feel so pathetic... I also have a same thought, I wish I wasn't born... when there's no point of continuing this life, when I'm the one who engraving pain for myself. ... that hits hard... Right? anyway this manhua is driving me insane, even from the very beginning. The story wasn't hard to follow... and fn, I'm looking forward to seeing how things will turn out for Xu Su as the story progresses.