Ideum is so me... I feel like I’m at fault for everything my parents fight about. And then they go complaining about how and why I can’t blend in with other people or communicate the way others do... They just don’t know how much of an overthinker I am, and how much it matters what others think of me
@cy6xaa I blame both but my parents more for being irresponsible for giving me siblings to share everything I like with I want to or not and for giving birth to me it's ok let it go for a bit though you can't forever but a little bit to cool off 😊
@cy6xaa I got tired of blunt favoritism of my parents long ago. My mom always gave my things to my elder sister without asking me but the things she gave to my sister never returns in one piece they're always something broken with them. But I can't touch her things cause it's precious to her. And my father, he refused to accept me as her daughter for 16 years and only started talking normally to me only after I turned 16. Last year my elder sister got married and she rarely call them and now they remember they had another daughter and wants to bond with me. Joke on them that I stopped caring and loving them long ago. Right now I just respect them for feeding me growing up and not abandoning me lol. ☺
