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I cant say anything to anyone because I will look like an attention seeker I really want to die there nothing worth living for my 10th board results came out and I got 81% yeah I know really average my own parents make me feel worthless all the time parents are supposed to say good job you did your best no my own parents have started shaming me and all my friends and relatives got such good marks like 96% which I am really happy for them but I just hate myself and I feel so average in every thing I do I can't sing , draw and not even smart I just really want to die

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@Simpforsunoo just don't let your parents words get to you. My 10th result was even bad than yours. I got like 75% from West Bengal Board and my parents did the same thing. I just ignored them. 81% is way better. Just do what you like. Infact you can even get a scholarship with that marks if you are also from the govt. board like me. You will do better next time. Best of luck 🤞 🤞 🍀 🍀
@Simpforsunoo man,
its better than 78% in 10th cbse boards, trust me.
let them say whtever they want, if they cant do sh** to study with you and help you, then they aint even worthy of sh**.

WELL SOMEONE GOT FUKING BETTER MARKS THAN ME. ITS YOU.......
FUKING LETSS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
@Simpforsunoo yes. Same happened to me. I worked hard until grade 10 and passed all exams. I did better than my brothers to make my parents proud. But they were never satisfied. So i stopped/moderately focused on studies. Didn't die to study. Now i feel free. Though they still yell at me, but it became a normal thing now
@Simpforsunoo BABY WE SUFFERING FROM THE SAME STUFF. 
But wanna know something fun? I was brilliant at art since childhood they stopped me. I loved reading and seeing my results they shifted my novels. I got into politics they told me I'm too small. I read philosophy and science they told me it's of no use if Outta syllabus. I studied lectures they took my phone away coz they saw it as "distracting". I'm good at singing but they don't like it when I sing. They hate when i go I w friends too lmao. 
Naturally the novel one was last straw I started rebelling which I never did coz I loved em. They hid my phone but I was never stupid so i found it the same day hid it, for months they did the same couple of times but I made second space. And made backups. Dad reset my phone too and too it to office w him at the end. I used to go to library in school alot and read coz I couldn't at home. 
I used to be 90% child in maths but I scored 64/80 coz well I was tired. I didn't cares anymore. I didn't talk any extra subject like ai or it. They made me cry everyday since result. Dad stopped talking to me. My relatives called to say it's ok they girl didn't score that bad it's only languages she did bad at (all my marks were more the 60/80 but hindi and teachers gave me 16-17 internal)
Dayum i ranted alot lmao. Anyways so it's not Abt being avg it's js Abt being born in asian countries. Especially india or china. I was never avg and ik that. Mom dad used to be very lenient till 9th grade. They used to love how I was curious till they didn't. 
They have been telling reletives i stopped art and reading coz phone which was never the case lmoa. Idk when they got brainwashed into grades r everything coz they weren't like this before
@Simpforsunoo thank you everyone for your kind words I really needed this , man I love strangers on the internet and I wish you all the best for future as well love you guys