@Blackmirror It's not loyalty it's fear! It's so deeply engraved in his mind that it becomes his reality! The fear of his brother here
He knows it's wrong, he know's his brother is bad, and he's trying so hard to escape his brothers grasp by pleasing him; though he's aware of his brother manipulation. But his brother has instilled the fear into him by showing the effects of going against him; also scaring him to believing it's his fault and his "family" doesn't help either. That's why he's desperate to find someone to love him but his "boyfriend" here obviously showed him the complete opposite even though he desperately tried to cling on th the faint hope, the "boyfriend" keep proving him wrong.
So it's not fear he's just afraid of being abandoned, he wants to be loved!
He knows it's wrong, he know's his brother is bad, and he's trying so hard to escape his brothers grasp by pleasing him; though he's aware of his brother manipulation. But his brother has instilled the fear into him by showing the effects of going against him; also scaring him to believing it's his fault and his "family" doesn't help either. That's why he's desperate to find someone to love him but his "boyfriend" here obviously showed him the complete opposite even though he desperately tried to cling on th the faint hope, the "boyfriend" keep proving him wrong.
So it's not fear he's just afraid of being abandoned, he wants to be loved!
i just finished reading a beautiful revenge art work " a sense of amusement" where punishment is been given immediately and to the extreme. Your comment brought me back to this heart wrenching story. YOU TOOK MY HAPPINESS 😭