How can I get rid of this urge to go wild and this anger? I wanna go wild! I wanna go killing! I'm a man! I want a lightsaber! AAAHHHHHH!!

I wanna be good at doing art, but my I'm lazy to even practice and I still don't know what my artstyle is

yo bro chill
bella, baby remain in your zone you're too young, you can't do this
oh no don't cry!...........ok maybe just a bit ok? not much destruction ok?
ok that's enough destruction for today and you @lifesucks don't drag my kids into this