@Cdar
You won't be able to try your favorite snacks again or discover a new favorite song or peacfully read your favorite manhwas/mangas if you hurt yourself. You wont be able to enjoy the small, simple things you love in life. I don't know the future, but neither do you, so don't end anything because it's hard right now. It's not worth it and you never know, th future may be better. Stay safe❤️