how do i recover after this?...someone tell me, after 3 years i still cry for banana fish, i can't belive ash died, they were SOULMATES they were meant to be together. I cry every time i think about it, i don't think i will ever recover. I've never cried so much over an anime but for banana fish i couldn't help but cry (i need therapy!!)
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@idkmiry idk I still can't move on ,this was not just like any other emotional movie or series, idk whyyy why would ash do it...hr could have lived....like his story breaks me his life the days he lived ,the days he suffered everything hurts me ,to feel better to think he lived a hood life is not even possible death was better for him but not when it was unnecessary....I dk I feel ash...I want to hug him protect him from something idk everything I died when ash stopped breathing I can't even see a single reels or post or quote anything even black and yellow reminds me of them...I'd tear up ,i can't breathe even happy edits of their kills me it gave a heaviness to my heart please help me how did you move on if u did
