As a fellow awkward people, i know his feelings.... i want to socialise with my classmates but then, i always feel that my presence there is unwelcome... maybe it's just my overthinking but yeah, you know that feelings... some of them want to be close to me but i cannot, i just felt uneasy and awkward and even insecure dang it
@Hh as a person who have been through this kind of situations over and over again for many years due to my social anxiety all I can say is, if you force yourself to find the right answers in a conversation you'll only find yourself in an akward conversation because there's no right answer in a conversation, only people we get along more easily than others . It takes time and efford to leave those thoughts of "am I doing alr?" "Did I say a good thing?" But when the time comes, you'll realize that we just need to emjoy the conversations wey have and see that it can be simpler that we thought on the beginning. I hope that one day You can be able to enjoy as the deep conversations as the small ones
(Lol o didn't realize that your comment was 6 momths algo, hope You alr. And also sorry if I wrote asf, not my first language)
