@strawberrycream Honestly from all the manhwa and manga I've read it's so rare for the bottom to get a proper redemption arc when they mess up, unlike the top who usually gets all the focus. Since most stories are told from the bottom’s pov, readers are basically conditioned to always take their side. It's kinda frustrating though, it feels like the bottom isn't allowed to be the 'yearner' or the one losing their mind over the top. It’s always the other way around. And for this story, the author really should have given both Jaehyuk and Garam a proper redemption arc so their character development feels balanced.