Guys soo... I don't know wt this phase is called but I don't really feel anything when people try to comfort or support me. I used to be a tight lipped one when its about my probs. I couldn't share it coz... I didn't know how to. But then I first shared it with my mom(it's about our family lol ) pretty toxic one.everyday it's a new thing.. Everyday it's getting more worst. No one has love but wants to be loved even if it's fake.as a child with toxic family background.. My frnds couldn't understand my struggle nd their support or caring feels awkward.now even listening to their support is making me sick. Coz let's be realistic.... Ofc those are motivational quotes but not helpful for me. Ig I should say those words isn't helping me anymore. They won't and can't ever understand wt I feel. Even if I say it in absolute words they won't get it. In fact I feel like I don't even know wts going on with me. I smtimes feel myself and couldn't understand. I just hurted a person who was with me for 10 yrs. I said... U don't understand me nd I kinda won't be messaging that much ( although I'm rarely online with anyone) .. That's when I remembered this from minmotion syndrome -"People who are hurt can end up hurting others."now I am all alone again but this time I wanted and made it myself.
Obsessed with red flags but got betrayed by ✨reverse thinking ✨*scared asf*
Enemy×lovers🫶
