@speeen getting raped by my ex and cousin, and trying to cause suicide before coming here, and getting sexually harassed by my therapist, and getting fired.
@Chenda Vong yes my cousin(s) "really" love me as a "cousin" in this family, i ended up breaking my ex's head with a glass bottle and called my dad bc i really dont care about the police, i shouldve unalived there and then, but if i did i wouldnt be here rn so, i ended getting raped by my couin but didnt do anything bc i loved him he was my favorite, not anymore, that was all childhood trauma, still got more but im not trying to dig through memorys here