analysis: he is in heat and in his mond, he could only think about how the bottom keeps on rejecting him despite of how he take good care of him (money, shelter) all this time... last pages 53- now is showing how anxious they are wt the feelings that is slowly (insecurities) eating them... they can't understand each other and how i wish somehow there will be a common ground for this two... been reading this for so long already hasttt... i need character development....