I’ve understood this from Jaekung’s side---
It really is hard in real life to keep proving again and again that I am better, to keep telling everyone that I’m not weak. And when the past you hate—the one you never wanted anyone to see—suddenly comes out in front of everyone, honestly, a person’s mind just stops thinking, not knowing what to do in that moment. At that point, it feels like everyone just wants to use you, or put you down, or leave you behind.
It really is hard in real life to keep proving again and again that I am better, to keep telling everyone that I’m not weak. And when the past you hate—the one you never wanted anyone to see—suddenly comes out in front of everyone, honestly, a person’s mind just stops thinking, not knowing what to do in that moment. At that point, it feels like everyone just wants to use you, or put you down, or leave you behind.