bruh at first I was only into soft and.. you know.. just chill... I also hated killing stalking because it's really SICK ASF(can't believe he only think of him as his mom wtf) but I dunno I became bored in life.... I feel like life has nothing to offer to me anymore challenges... people look down on me and back then I only come to school to sleep at the back of the class and stare at the clock in the wall so when I started reading more of this SICKOS I just thought it was interesting because after all this time they were still alive(I mean the bottom) and those sickos will be jealous because at the end they won't be able to have them in their arms so Fck'em.. now I'm just really sane and has almost read every bl manga in the da** a** world ^^