honey i think your perspective is on a very narrow path š
1. Yahwi never thought of himself first. (I don't mind listening to ur reasoning as to how u came to that conclusion tho)
tbh both him and jooin were at fault. Yahwi for not asking what was wrong and Jooin for never even communicating why he was hurt by the way Yahwi treated him.
2. "Infatuation or afraid of losing what's his" - babe i think u gotta re-read cuz by now the whole fandom is at least aware of the fact that yahwi has known jooin since they were young and in a chapter ( i forgot which ), he was sorta questioning why jooin doesnt recognize him. CHAPTER 39 " i'm giving you everything you want, what more do you want from me?" Yahwi was questioning what he couldve done more cs he was GENUINELY jst a confused boi who cudnt understand what Jooin wanted from him since Jooin himself never communicated it out. Yahwi only did what he logically thought wud win Jooin over. "iāll treat you well, better than any guy youāll ever meet. ur the only one Iād say that stuff forā to Yahwi THATS his standard of love, thats the most he can offer to show how āspecialā jooin is. To others and Jooin thats not enough but to Yahwi whos giving him his all, Jooin is asking for smth he was nvr acquainted with. So i really do not get why ur saying Yahwi's only infatuated with Jooin when all this time he's been trying. Yahwi's really just a representation of us humans š - imperfect.Ā
3. "Cain really does love and care for Jooin" - idk. smth's just fishy. theyve had no connection whatsoever apart from the fact that cain saw jooin and started calling him master. What was it then? Love at first sight? cs if there were to be a sudden historical fantasy reasoning behind the whole "Master Jooin" thing then id laugh my a** off cs thatd make this story even shittier.Ā