@Ashes 🚬 She admires him rather than has a crush on him. She just doesn't get close to people rather quickly and is suspicious why everyone likes this kid so much. Especially all the people she trust, who tend to be very guarded people. It's also the whole embarrassed to talk to him because, 'I was moody and mean the first time I saw him, so now it's awkward.' Kinda vibe.