I tried. got to 136 by forcing myself, hoping it would get better, but the whole imprisonment deal kind of just broke it for me.  WARNING, SPOILERS Charlotte is molested, gaslighted, drugged, raped, kidnapped, and even imprisoned by her so called husband, who she doesn't even know she is married to because she believes she's married to his brother. She also had her anti-pregnancy pills switched with candy, so she's being forced to have a child on top of it all. It's just too disgusting for words. DROPPED.