Hi this is just a vent so like sont mind reading this uk
So, today was the last day (it was this and past sunday) of (basically) the most important test of my entire life and I fking failed it with a tereible score
This test is the thing that tells how ur life is going to be for the rest of it and I got 112/180 on it
There is always next year but I simply dont know if I can take anymore of life
The test was supposed to get me out of this fking he** but now I'll have to live it all over again and I dont think I can make it lol im so fuked I just wish a truck would run over me
Like how can I be this bad in this omg it wasnt supposed to go that way I thought I would get like 130/180 but I get that bullshit score bro im gonna kill myself I cant take another year of this sh** I wont make it and all I want is to cut myself bcaise of some shi*** test wtf is wrong why does it have to be this way lol im tired of this, everything will just repeat and I cannot deal with that once more what should I do shluld I run away from home and throw myself of a bridge im tired of this crappy a** life idk what to do anymore
So, today was the last day (it was this and past sunday) of (basically) the most important test of my entire life and I fking failed it with a tereible score
This test is the thing that tells how ur life is going to be for the rest of it and I got 112/180 on it
There is always next year but I simply dont know if I can take anymore of life
The test was supposed to get me out of this fking he** but now I'll have to live it all over again and I dont think I can make it lol im so fuked I just wish a truck would run over me
Like how can I be this bad in this omg it wasnt supposed to go that way I thought I would get like 130/180 but I get that bullshit score bro im gonna kill myself I cant take another year of this sh** I wont make it and all I want is to cut myself bcaise of some shi*** test wtf is wrong why does it have to be this way lol im tired of this, everything will just repeat and I cannot deal with that once more what should I do shluld I run away from home and throw myself of a bridge im tired of this crappy a** life idk what to do anymore
