I get Mc so much, because recently i broke up with my toxic boyfriend who cheated on me, at first i was really crying bei truly loved him ang give him everything but he lied to me.... then i understood that he didnt deserve me, and i had to move on, day by day i was better, i didn't cry but i was missing not him, but the memories, i was missing the feeling when you were in love, the feeling when you had someone to hug, to eat with, sleep with etc.... so even if ex came back i would say no, because he won't change and i know that, and i would get hurt again but still i am not fully recovered. Even when i am doing things i like to forget him, the nights i still think of him... i think that's the all thing about healing