Ngl maybe it's cause I'm a fat*** American but this rlly doesn't make me feel that bad... It sucks but at the same time British colonizers raped, killed, tortured, and (tried) to enslave natives... Even though ik he isn't a "bad" person it still feels off putting considering they didn't do this sh** for no reason. (Hopefully) Maybe the next few chapters will give context to something that doesn't make this as awkward..