ik all caesar's actions were unforgivably wrong (and i absolutely despise him for that), but i can't help but felt pity for him tho. i mean— he's been deprived with affection since he was a kid bcoz of that shtty father of his or whatever and the pressure around him bcoz he's the heir of their mafia makes him drive crazy and becoming numb of everything (there is accurate explanation for this, i'm just terribly bad at explaining stuffs).
i'm not trying to defend him, it's just what i perceived from his actions so far.like what lee won said, caesar only capable of expressing words through violence.. like he doesn't even know if he's doing everything right or wrong. yk caesar's only a human too, he just don't know how to handle his emotions bcoz what he feels rn are completely new to him
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