She is trying to raise her hearts with jealousy with her "boyfriend" all feelings she used to have are gone, she's desperate to live bc she was threatened if she didn't raise her love meter she'd be eliminated. And nobody knows she can see this stuff so she's really on her own, telling someone would probably help but at the same time the creator could get rid of her and they practically control lots of things so it'd be complicated for her.
if you are reading this comment it is 3am. I am sleep deprived and thriving on coffee