so, you actually mean you're scared shitless of receiving and giving any type of love that as soon as someone gets too close, you need to push them away by being the biggest douchebag you can? it's said that drunk people are honest, so we got a little glimpse of who you would actually be if you weren't so da** scared of a few feelings that you have to hide behind that scary persona of jaekyung the fighter. kinda pathetic.