Bro they did not have a meaningful relationship why tf Jaekyung would miss him so much that he could not get it up if its somebody else? Like that does not make any sense. I understand he realizes Kim Dan was a big part of his both professional and private life but he did not show any signs of liking him till now and now his career is almost over and kim dan left him he suddenly misses him? I dont know this kinda contradicts with his sh.tty character. I remember BJ alex and Seme was mad into Uke, at least into his body. I mean this is just lazy writing bruh