Comment by Daisy on Hwang Young's Misery - Chapter 22

Man...I can't explain how much I can actually relate to the mc's process of thinking...It's a personal matter but I had been being blackmailed in online by a guy for like 2/3 years...And In that time, for more than a year, I couldn't ask for anyone's help, he had something which he could have used to destroy my whole life...And so what I did is what the mc is doing-"handling him", I got close to him and made myself someone he would fell in love...and he actually started to like me a lot, and at some point, I wanted him to be a better person too...But then after all these lies after lies, I started to feel so tired, my expressions had become as blank as the mc with pain and trauma I couldn't share to anyone...And then I found someone to reach out for help...he promised to help me, well and...he also fell in love with me, even proposed me in person...but then bcoz of a small issue, he stopped contacting me all together. And he nvr helped me either...he left me knowing in which situation I was...well, I started ignoring that other guy too, he didn't do anything that he had said he would do, I still tried to handle him in all of these without letting him know anything...and then I stopped contacting him too...He despise me now, and I ignore him, I don't see his massages anymore...and he didn't do anything either even tho he could do a lot of things to make my life a living he**. So, I just think, when there was no one by my side to help me, it was realy my creator who helped me in the end...the only one who always stays with me...But I hope no one ever stays as coward as me...and reach out for help when it's needed, don't be like me guys...(Woahhh I didn't realize how much I ended up blabbering out👁️👄👁️)