@Oblivion This! She had done alot and still tried to push through to the best she could. But she knew it wasnt for her, and there is nothing wrong with that. She is young and can help out in a heap of other ways being a healer.
I wish he kept in contact with alot more people throughout the series. Yet he may have in LN (I am not sure). But I do know alot of the females keep in touch with eachother.