Well just think about it from her perspective. She's spent her whole life working her a** off to escape that hellish family to find her happiness, and when she did, she got thrown into some dating stimulation game, where she has to suffer the same reality all over again! On top of that, she has to worry every second worrying about what she says because it can GREATLY affect the outcome of the results, to an extant here it could lead to a life or death situation. And the fact that she has to think of this in every situation, forcing herself to put up a mask 24/7, it's honestly so exhausting and suffocating, OF COURSE SHE WANTS TO LEAVE!!! ANYONE WOULD WANT TO LEAVE KNOWING THE FACT THAT THEY CANT ALLOW THEMSELVES TO JUST ACT LIKE THEIR TRUE SELF IN THE FEAR OF DYING!!!