@helendoron omg same honestly. This series always destroys me as someone with a lot of trauma regarding assault and ra** and he's been through so much. He's broken. That is not love, he was pressured into this,manipulated, ra** via coercion. I still read it but not as a romance, but actually for the plot. This isn’t romance. This is literally abuse and his trauma not being felt with which is why he's like that. Please see the nuance in this situation. The s** is not consential. He's obviously broken down, this is not cute and this is not love. This is trauma.
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