If you feel that heavily don't come back. Curiosity killed the cat and like you said he is a fictional character so it isn't a priority to see if he's actually ok. There are thousands of BLs out there for you to continue to avoid this one. The problem with the feedback is it is from people who have literally already read it, are aware of the content, and yet return anyways just to complain. Just bc someone wants the plot to go their way doesn't mean it will. People have a vision when they write and the opinions of others shouldn't get to change that. I see he's went through horrendous things but personally I still find it interesting to see him go through these things and always overcome them. It proves the strength in a person and how they can overcome he**. That's my take at least