Comment by Bruh on Taejoosexslave

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@Taejoosexslave i actually cried while writing this cuz i remembered all over again that dad is a victim of abuse too and like him - i - if my most dearest person dies ( my mother ) i will kill myself right away cuz life is so meaningless without her 
Dad too must feel the same 
When i remember this i wanna give dad a hug but at the same time i cant 
Mother saw he** cuz of dad just like the rest of us 
It was only at the begining of 2024 that we started to run away from him which broke him completely 
Mom would always tell me that dad had died in the heart operation and the doctors replaced him with thus monster .but i was too young to remember dad being good to me . he was always a monster to me 
But u know tge feeling when an evil character have a very good back story to pack it up ?? This is just like him 
Mom had her sad story too 
My brother also had enough 
But when it comes to me i treat everyone with coldness that im often told that " selfish " 
One of my freinds was talking to me and then started mentioning her father and how he's so good to her then she stopped mid sentence and looked at me and apologazed then my other freind told her " dont worry ! She wont feel sad !? She doesnt feel anything " 
Its kinda true but it still hurts
Was here before bato shut down 🙂

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@Bruh   wen I choosed to be free by killing myself but then I have to be in he** is this the meaning of LIFE ? I'm a human being too I wanna live for so long I wanna enjoy my life but I can't everytime I feel so lonely that I am constantly out of breath I have no one by my side I have no one that I should live for I js wanna live for myself I tried killing myself so many times but failed I don't wanna die I wanna live .... perhaps one day I'll be successful to end my life and I hope that g** doesn't turn me away. I want nothing js a lil bit of peace in my life .
@Bruh   wen I choosed to be free by killing myself but then I have to be in he** is this the meaning of LIFE ? I'm a human being too I wanna live for so long I wanna enjoy my life but I can't everytime I feel so lonely that I am constantly out of breath I have no one by my side I have no one that I should live for I js wanna live for myself I tried killing myself so many times but failed I don't wanna die I wanna live .... perhaps one day I'll be successful to end my life and I hope that g** doesn't turn me away. I want nothing js a lil bit of peace in my life .