Comment by Terru_chan on Crucial Point - Chapter 88

@Terru_chan Honestly to me this doesn't make much sense. This is not exactly testing MC's limits, this is just making him relive his trauma. Of course he's gonna break at some point because he has ptsd from what happened. This would make more sense if ML was trying to get MC to admit his trauma and mental issues.

@LoveIsADelusion actually, that's exactly what I was trying to say... I guess maybe I worded it badly? What I meant is not that ML wants to SEE MC's limits... but that he wants to get MC finally be able to use the save words - in meaning - to admit he has a critical point which he doesn't want/is not willing to cross, and whether it is due to his PTSD or just bcs of his boundaries is another matter ofc... overall I think ML just wants to see MC admitting he has many traumas that aren't cured (that's why he was trying to trigger them) and also to see that MC is finally able to say STOP, to put HIS life and mental state in the first place over the "pleasure"...

@Terru_chan Yeah, that makes the most sense. Because I think ML already suspects that MC has certain triggers from what he witnessed (with the dog and all that). From what I heard, there aren't many more chapters left so I guess MC's gonna use the safe word soon.

@LoveIsADelusion yes, ur absolutely right.. as "weird" as it seems, ML probably knows "normal" methods wouldn't work on MC, and wouldn't make him admit that he HAS a critical point and also that he needs help to get over his traumas.. :)
..and correct, there are 91 chpts in total :)

@Terru_chan Do you know if there are any side stories? I feel like the end is coming way too fast, lol.

@LoveIsADelusion yes, I think it's kinda fast too, ngl...
--and there ARE NOT any SS at the moment, but it is a much discussed topic and the SS are truly anticipated by the fans/readers, so we have to hope the author will make us happy :))

@Terru_chan one other had commented to go back an reread ch 83, in case people like me kinda forgot how and why we got to this point, they litterly make a "contract" on this play

@StrangerSenseiE yeah, u r right :))!... and I do remember the contract, but as we could see, MC has kinda lost it in terms of his mental state... but I am glad that it seems that ML is doing all this (as crazy as it may seem) for MC's sake.... :) I am sure MC will eventually get better and his PTSD won't be that severe... and I really hope both of them will have a "healthy" relationship - ofc with their kinks, but within some healthy boundaries :)

@Terru_chan well mc did say ml had to use every method to make him say the safeword, to actually understand that mc in fact do have a limit to what he want to endure and to let ml also understand he can get satisfaction even if it aint to the things he has fantatised and was afraid of in the past, i have hope this can mend both of their broken hearts a little!