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I feel like everytime i say anything to my bsf, i always so shi that makes things worser than it is now.... Everything i do seems good in my eyes, but bad in hers. Like when i do or say things, i never mean to harm anybody. But then some time later i realise what i did was wrong. Or i thinks so? idk im hella confused now. She is now in another country and we had a conflict yesterday about me lying about things that arent even true! She and her sis lost trust in me and i just feel empty? i keep on stumbling on my words and in the others persons eyes it seems like lying or its just in her eyes. In the conflict of yesterday, there was only one thing that i really like did wrong. But again, it wasnt suposed to be anything mean related. i asked a friend in our squad, if i have a second chance. She said that my bsf gives always second chances. But why is she then always so mean towards me and treats the other persons like they are angels send from heaven. ( IDK WHY IM TYPING LIKE THIS, IM JUST SO CONFUSED AND IDK WHAT TO DO!! ) if only i went to school on wednesday, this wouldnt even happen... If only i wasnt always fuc**** sick... MY LIFE IS SO MISERABLE. pepe sticker

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ILAY_SIDECHICKMember·8 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK oh no, she send a message..... im too scared to open it. It about smthin she thinks i lied about. And i said "I can explain it. But even if i explain it, the chance of u saying im lying is big. So yeah" I just said what came up on my mind. THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE CONFLICTS. ARGH AND MY FEVER ISNT EVEN GOING DOWN ( BTFW I HAD THIS FEVER SINCE FOREVER AND IT ISNT GOING DOWN💔 )

JojoMember·8 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK

i don't have much to say since i don't know what you two's friendship looks like daily or what arguments you two had
but if you start to feel bad in your friendship you got all right to bring that up too. Your not there to be pushed down both of you got eaqual rights so you got your rights to talk out with her too.

You can just tell her how the arguing between you two really bothers you and that you never mean any harm.
If she gets mad she isn't anything you should bother over.

your life is long and opportunities is always there. So don't be scared to leave people that cause you harm physically or mentally

Vernon AvarittMember·8 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK I wish you all the best

NeverlyyyMember·8 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK i don't know the exact situation but you were sick right ? So why is she mad , sure she doesn't trust you but she have to listen , she can't blame you for having a fever , ( get well soon btw and try not eat to much junk food they really make thing worse btw ) , i noticed you say that she says that you lie or that you did I'm not sure , but really try not to if it's the case , if not forget her or reeealy engage in a long debate till she's convinced

ILAY_SIDECHICKMember·7 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK i lwk dont know what to do on tuesday... she is coming back to school then. Should i approach her? or should i just not talk to her? Now that her sis always hates me, i dont think ill even have the guts to approah them... Even if its get beter again. I just know that they are gonna talk like bad behind my back or just fake liking me.... Cuz when they didnt like anybody and i was in the call with them.... they were talking so bad about them. Its not like i didnt think like they didnt like once talk about me back. Its clear that they do it to everyone. But yeah, ill maybe just come very early to school and hide in the toilet. Atleast i would not have to see them till class. Well i would see my bsf cuz we are in the same class. ARGH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING, if only i didnt do that. This wouldnt even happen... pepe sticker

JojoMember·7 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK
nah stay strong and go around like everything is normal
maybe go up and talk with someone
when I had problems in my old class where I was left out I went and talked with two other girls and became friends with them instead
so keep your act together if they wanna talk sh** about you just leave them they not gonna turn nicer just because you hide in the bathroom.
and if you feel like that is hard just do it anyways I had so much anxiety that I stayed home a whole year without even going out once unless parents took me to the therapy.
I choosed I couldn't live like that and I just did exactly the opposite of what my anxiety wanted and it felt so much better after I did it like literally it didn't take a few weeks or months it felt so good right after I did it

so be proud of yourself go against your anxiety and make sure no one pushes you down your worth so much more and you got a whole life a head of you so make sure to take care of yourself and find some nicer friends

ILAY_SIDECHICKMember·7 days ago

@Jojo Yeah, but its not that they talked bad about me. Maybe im just overthinking it... But like its hard to just make new friends, i just want us to be in a better position now. I never wanted us to have any conflicts. I really hate conflicts, but like this time it was my fault that we fought. I get it that she hates me now, my other friend is saying that i maybe should talk to her. I really dont wanna lose her, she is my only real friend. Even if she is mean or anything. I had worse friends, and im a really forgiving person. Most of the times i move on and just tell myself that they dont mean it. Or that they were just in a bad mood. Haha... i really do attracted aggresive ppl in my life pepe sticker

NeverlyyyMember·7 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK pretend it wasn't a big deal like make them the ones overeating, wait I sound like a manipulative ml , but we'll I mean worth a shot ?

NeverlyyyMember·7 days ago

@ILAY_SIDECHICK no but like seriously , you don't seem to be mean if you did something wrong it seems more like a mistake or an impulse but you still feel remorse, and very strong if I may , I really don't want you to feel so bad for something that isn't worth it , talk to her and at a time where you won't be interupted and don't act like you don't want to apologize , make yourself clear apologize for what you did yes , but not for anything else. Now Idk how your friend is , but if she start to treat you unfairly don't stick with her , really don't . I used to stay with a group of people when I was younger cus , let's say that all my friends were in it , at the time I felt uncomfortable but stayed , when I think Abt it now I realise they treated me so badly It would have been better to stay alone . The situation are different for us now , and I hope you can make up with them , but if you don't it's okey , you'll make plenty of other friends who will be better than them , just like I did . Now don't lose hope and don't morfond(not sure it's English but means don't be sad about it) now here's a bunny for a smile bunny sticker

ILAY_SIDECHICKMember·7 days ago

@Neverlyyy I can try, but what if i like act normal ( i mostly just smile and shi ) and she would say ' She is acting like she did nothing ' ig ill still give it a shot. That friend i talked about in the other comment, said that when they were in a call ( after our conflict ) that she was only complain, how i should stop doing what i did wrong and shi. I really feel like sh**, i dont think i can forgive myself of what i did pepe sticker

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