Comment by F4gg_01 on Jackie The Freak

@Jackie The Freak that proves you don't get it. So many ppl myself included mastu***** or have s** when stressed out to try to force the brain to release good substances to make themselves better and its a completely normal thing and as long as its not having a bad effect on the persons life outside of that then its a healthy coping mechanism, way better than any substances or form of sh. Mini Mart guy is obviously mentally ill and extremely depressed, lacking a ton of oxytocin serotonin etc(substances released in the brain that make you feel happy) and to make up for the lack of them he ended up consuming drugs and obsessing over this guy, to distract himself from reality. In prev chaps we had a scene w him being stressed and having a nightmare about the thug coming in and killing him and his family hes wasted all his life on fixing, only calming down when getting a dream about the only things that he knows 'happiness' from mixed together, that meaning s** with the guy. He obviously never had aby sort of healthy relationship platonic(aside from his parents) or romantict and its very common for people in this state to obsess over the first decent looking person who gives them any sort of attention that could be interpreted as affection or not even that but genuine interest and stuff, abd in this case it was this guy. Since he started diing it more and bringing mini marts fantasies to reality mini mart became even more emotionally dependent on him. His mother, who hd obviously loved but also wasted so much time and fuc*** himsekf over for all his life legit just died and it's completely normal for someone like him even someone healthy to be constantly thinking of a loved one who passed away and be unable to get them off your mind no matter how you try to distract yourself. Its sn intrusive thought and it isn't anyone's fault.