I felt like throwing up for the entire duration of this chapter I'm happy I haven't ate in a while I need to bleach my eyes in memory and forget about this I want to kill him and I want to kill him and make him suffer in he** and kill myself to make him suffer in he** if I ever learn how to kill a fictional character I'm going to kill him my first fuc**** thing I'm going and then kill some other people or try to find a way to get in fictional world that is my life goal now to kill him