So these days I'm feeling very lonely, everytime I watch people's stories on ig they are all enjoying so much and yes I know people only like to show the best on social media but I can't help but feel sad about my life. Now I have friends but I'm cannot really open up fully to anyone and most of them are in different places and we can't meet. And i want to go out often but I don't want to go alone and I'm broke. And so I deactivated both Instagram and twitter to protect my mental health which I never thought I'll do. And I also want to talk to people but there's no one to talk to, I also don't talk much to my family and dad started drinking again so my mum is really sad, I videocalled her this morning and I saw her eyes all puffed so I know she cried but I can't do anything about it, I'm such a useless daughter who doesn't know how to comfort people.
I don't know what to do, maybe start some happy to fill the empty time. I am so close to open up a dating account so that I will have someone to talk to but I also know that it's not a good idea. I should start reading the Bible as well.
I don't know what to do, maybe start some happy to fill the empty time. I am so close to open up a dating account so that I will have someone to talk to but I also know that it's not a good idea. I should start reading the Bible as well.
