@BiNShy well it's really hard to hide the fact that i read bl and my sister is really cool with anything,she have multiple gay friend who have lover and she always cool with it and we also have a gay brother who recommended me to try reading bl which what i was already doing,i just made an excuse that i read straight things (which i don't read because i get gross out,and i don't even know why).I don't even know why but it just click in my head when she showed me a video about the manhwa "can't think straight" but the car scene and it was uncensored and she was laughing because she pause at the scene where his hand was inside the b** and just wanted to tell her that i read that kind of stuff,and she was joking around about telling our parents that i read possessive comic(she still does not know i read bl)