A tip: to better understand what Cirrus feels, check his irises. When he is shaken, scared, depressed, dread or something like that, his iris turns completely blue, like in the scene where he was caught by Skylar's mother in the previous chapters. In moments of insanity, his irises turn completely pink/red. This will still happen at some points throughout the manhwa. Normally his iris is this mixed a shade of blue with a shade of pink, and although it seems to be just a the author's artstyle, his iris can change in specific situations. Like in moments of jealousy, possessiveness, insecurity, when the pink/red part of his iris becomes predominantly bright... I don't know, I really like that little detail.