@deleted user u don't get it? Even ml he's get what fl means tho. He's even feeling much much better after she's stopped him from saying those words. Even though he don't get to say those words out loud, but like he thought he knew that she's already know what he was going to say and that's he thought she's an amazing person. He don't need to let the whole world know that he's a madman but just only she's the one who get it is enough to put him at ease. But fl know that he's not a madman and a broken man and she's trying to help him not to say those words out loud so that he's don't believe in those thoughts that he has been thinking come true because actually he's just a normal person but only those bad thing keep bothering him that's all.