This type of adult conversation was a bit too real for me right now. I also used to think I'd magically turn into a dependable person free of silly insecurities as soon as I became an adult, so it was a bit of a shock to realize I actually was still me, just with more life experience and a less picky tongue. Also, back in my uni lab days, I too would feel act like my lunch breaks were the only thing keeping me motivated to get out of bed and work.