@GRHHJHHHHHHHHH finally seeing a comment that i can agreed on. in every manhwa especially BL that i'm reading, most of the readers won't consider the ML's side just because he has bad personality in the beginning or having a very slow redemption. some readers even connecting it to real life but can't understand that this can happen in real life, too. it's really hard to be on Jaekyung's shoes as of now. the traumas, being alone most of his life without someone to lean on, having people that keep on provoking you, the one you love that keeps pushing you away (though in this part they're both at fault because they both can't communicate well), and having the pressure to get your title back again. all his emotions had piled up and eventually exploded. it just so happened that he took it out on Kim Dan, because he was there—and he also felt like Kim Dan was already eager to leave him.