@waggytail it’s was about a men who was in the mafia and had a boyfriend, the boyfriend was kind of scared but he also loved him but he wasn’t honest with him. Once the ml would lost his memory and come back to his 19 were he would forget the mc and told him just to go away. Time passed and the ml start to feel bad I think about the mc. So he would do his best to make him came back, he was feeling some bad also because he was afraid the mc saw his older him and no himself. So in a s*x scene he asked the mc to marry him, the day after the ml recovered his memory, but he continued the preparation for the marriage, and I stopped at the moment were the ml asked the mc if he really liked him because he was scared of him.
Sorry if it’s unclear I did my best