@shxtou IDK MAN...IT TOOK THOUGHT. also i js reflect on how i feel when i get hurt and treated by certain types of people😭i researched and i was like.."uhm- why tf do this kinda match the way i feel abt toture.." UHHH-- SO YEAH! sorry if its not the best explanation :(( i tried. ppl make me nervous lol srry.
@shxtou if you don't mind me asking what's a machochist idk how it's spelled, I've seen a lot of people saying that their that but I never understood what it meant, I can't search up rn cz I'm in a reigion rn where I can't search stuff up other than websites